Showing posts with label hurt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hurt. Show all posts

Saturday, July 25, 2009

ACHILLES' HEART








This is in fond memory of the movie troy--yep Brad Pitt! d guy amazes me everytime I see the movie! he is defi a greek god...n not only tht he acts sooo well tht i dont think tht ne1 els could play tht part better thn him.d way he fights..d way he talks! damn!.im sure ul agree! ya! I'm totally in love with him!:P n i also love the movie bcoz its a love story...of Achilles n Briseis..which is what Ive written about..neway...here goes...







Hath sent Eudorous home
For he had his own battle to fight
Priam had taken Breseis
And he couldn't leave his love behind

They burnt down troy for greed and pain
But now there stood a changed man
Whose sacrifices all had gone in vain
For the coward Paris struck him in the heel
And the mighty Achilles dropped his sword

"You gave me peace in a lifetime of war"
He said to his beloved and kissed her farewell
Love made the great Achilles fall
Who said it was his heel?
Twas his beating heart...the fall

The fall of all men is same
He was no different, even with that name
For the same heart beats a thousand times
But with love in it...it makes you blind

Blind to the evil, to the sins of the world
Blind to that lonely brute who unfurled
Ironic it may be
For love was the reason for the war...
..And love itself was the outcome of war!

When comes such another Achilles
With love in his heart
And revenge on his sword
For the world needs a leader and another story to be told!





Monday, May 11, 2009

UNBORN RECOVERY






You are with me, and so you say...





Yes,




You are there...





Between the pages of my books,





In between my files,





At the back of my mind,




In front of my eyes,





During the boring lectures,





During the fun breaks,





During the sad nights,





During the euphoric times...





Inside my cellphone,





In my PC











Your there everywhere,





Even in the big corner of my heart,





In the tears that follow,





In the smiles that lead..





In the midst of sorrow,





In the wound that bleeds,









You wake me in the morning..





You kiss me goodnight,





You close my eyes to surprise me,





You hate to despise me,





You love me...like the cloud to the sky





You love my every gesture





You love my every cry





You are there to protect me,





You are there to revive...





That old flame of happiness,





That old flame of love,





Which made us forget all barriers





Which took us far above




of the trance like, stagnant world we live in





To the haven of love and peace





For you are there with me forever...





.......Forever...until we fade....








But is this a figment of my imagination




Or is it the stark truth?




For you are there.......there...where I can never stay




You are far away...at a distance...




Breaking the ties we made




You are there....where i cant see you,




For even your shadow has began to fade







But I still lie...amidst the memories....numb...waiting for you to recover




For i have taken refuge...in the remains of those sunny days and bright blue skies...




Which made us fall in love....











Friday, September 5, 2008

TOPSY TURVY



One minute on top of the world


Another downtrodden and scarred


One minute loved and caressed


Another hated and destroyed




In this topsy turvy world


of love, none can survive !


It kills you slowly and steadily


Like the grip of an enormous serpent


It takes your breath away for a bit


And then your decision you repent!




Its as tempting as Eve's apple


Which Satan had to her given


And once you've sunk your teeth in it


You'll never be forgiven !




Tis but a curse that will haunt you forever


And tease you with tempting sights


But when you try to reach out to it


It jumps upfront and bites!




Good lord! what hath I done to thee?


What norm changed, what woman scorned?


Why did i fall into this trap reformed


I cannot live....I cannot die..


I only count my days to cry




How I've learnt my lesson


For looks hath been deceptive


A sweet li'll fairytale


Turned into a disaster! :(





Sunday, June 22, 2008

THE SPIRIT OF BLISS




It moves slowly inside you



Like the omnious clouds of monsoon



And fills you with a distant happiness



From the dreams that never came true









It elevates you for a moment



And then you drift on your own



In this new psychedelic and unreal world of bliss



You grab my hand to pull me back



But i want to stay awake...



I want to see the hateful reality



Of the cruel life i see.






But i cling to you for love



The love that I never recieved



The love that i always dreamed of



The love that could never be percieved.






I want to get dissolved in the spirit



I want you to take charge



I want to lie on the soft green grass



And forget my ugly unfateful past









I wish to forget the moments



That werent spent in your arms



I wish to see the clear blue sky



But the clouds don't let me pass




Thursday, April 10, 2008

AZURE



A new thought


A new life


A new face


A new light




Some dreams come true


Some fade to blue


A passel of emotions


A vial of love




A tie so beautiful


Makes her aglow


Like a ray of sunshine


On a mountain full of snow




The sky opens a window


The palms sway with joy


The wind kisses her cheek


And the raindrops greet her by day




She sits by the lake


Fresh from a reverie


She goes back in time


Some moments treasured


some moments awaited


The game that life plays


Makes her heart ache!




The irony of life


Brings a sad smile


The eyes swim with saddness


It brings an unwelcome pain




Reality strikes with all its might


It brings with it melancholic bliss


But the joy of this bond


Overcomes the bitter truth




Running on the sands of time she falls


And waits for the creatures of love to call


She shares her dreams and lets it all


Out from the depths of heart befall




Strings of affection


Gripped her soul


A thriving fire


And a single flame of desire



Sunday, November 4, 2007

MISS YOU



















On this cold night
i see the clouds above
what used to be the rainbow
is now covered with stars
darkness has taken over!
it begins to rain...
I'm standing near the bridge soaked in the cold...

I remember the night we met
I should've never let you go
It's just a sweet regret
But i will never let u know
what lies in my heart
Is what I'll never say
Its my only desire....but I'll wait
For you to come and show the way

There's this emptiness inside me
I crave for some peace
I cant seem to endure the pain
Tears run down my face....
Its raining harder!
Hope nobody finds me
I wanna run away
I bid farewell to thy
but i cant kill the memories...
For they just cling to me

I always wanna be with you
I cannot say goodbye
You just keep coming back
and pull me back inside!

Take me to the rainbow...
Take me with you...
I want to lose myself...
I want to be with you

Away from the maddening crowd...
Just you and me
Caught beneath the ocean
In a silent melody

Misleaded everytime
Im going numb inside
Why do I still miss you?
When i know you're by my side



Saturday, July 28, 2007

SEASONAL FRIENDS




They call them selves friends

And make you believe so!

But when you look into their hearts

you see a black hole!

Which kills all compassion

And swallows all the love....

What you see in the eyes

Is never on the tongue!




The facade well kempt
A heart so cold
What was the purpose
Of this tale untold



Sweet on the lips
Bitter in the eyes
What am I to see?
The love or the lies...
Such fond memories...
Such fun times
Why such petty behaviour
For no fault of mine..

Dreamed together
Of success unkown
Gazed into the sky
In search of the moon
When I turned around...
Why was I alone?

A tear was shed
Tried to move on...
But they keep coming back
And I hang on....

Momentary lapse of reason
The flame rekindled
Only to fall again
Into the pit so gelid

It could have been heaven...
But it turned into hell!
When envy crept in
How could i fortell!

Monday, April 16, 2007

DELUDED



Betrayed by the trusted one,
I roam alone, in search of the soul,
Who could stand with me against the sun,
And then i realised i need no one,
What a fool I've been that i couldn't see
The ugly spirit of envy,
How i chose to be blind for friendship's sake,
But Alas! It wasn't worth my faith,
How i thought it was a heart of gold!
For it was all a big facade.
Feigning to be a face apart....
This is how the truth unfolds!
This tale is better untold.....