My Friend....My Saviour

Why is it that you weep

For it is not autumn yet

These gloomy days will fade away

For the grass is green below the hay

My friend i will help you ease the pain

When dark clouds hover and it starts to rain

When the road your trudging is all uphill

Ill be by your side...you know i will!

We will walk together hand in hand

And fight the odds as long as we can

Life is queer, but we wont give in

We'll stand together and face the wind

So strike out the odds and be by my side

For you are my friend my saviour

You mean everything to me

For you are my friend for ever

I will cherish thy friendship

And preserve thy love

I will fly with you and save the world

For you are my friend my saviour

RADIANT OVERCAST

A bright night with stars alight

A new dream was thus born

I see the stars and wish aside

The sigh of sadness was long gone

The flowers bloomed

The leaves swayed

Twas the lark

The wind betrayed

With beauty and flesh

I feel and desire

I see the rainbow

And feel the fire

A promise well kept

I seek to flourish

A new enigma

I wish to cherish

A new begining

The autmn falls

A lost gift

And happiness crawls

Alas! I rejoice

And see the other side

I wish to conquer!

So i dream a dream on this magical night

MISS YOU

On this cold night
i see the clouds above
what used to be the rainbow
is now covered with stars
darkness has taken over!
it begins to rain...
I'm standing near the bridge soaked in the cold...

I remember the night we met
I should've never let you go
It's just a sweet regret
But i will never let u know
what lies in my heart
Is what I'll never say
Its my only desire....but I'll wait
For you to come and show the way

There's this emptiness inside me
I crave for some peace
I cant seem to endure the pain
Tears run down my face....
Its raining harder!
Hope nobody finds me
I wanna run away
I bid farewell to thy
but i cant kill the memories...
For they just cling to me

I always wanna be with you
I cannot say goodbye
You just keep coming back
and pull me back inside!

Take me to the rainbow...
Take me with you...
I want to lose myself...
I want to be with you

Away from the maddening crowd...
Just you and me
Caught beneath the ocean
In a silent melody

Misleaded everytime
Im going numb inside
Why do I still miss you?
When i know you're by my side

DESIRE

To run in the rain,

n to face the adverse winds,

To shout out loud...

Into the green hills.

To be free to touch the ocean,

n feel it in my palm,

To dive into the depths,

And restore calm

To be held in those arms,

With love in those eyes

To watch you sleep,
while the moon arives

To reveal all at once,

and await your rejoin,

To oppose myself...

n see the other side of the coin.

To be pleased from within..

n spread the cheer,

To touch every heart,

n live without fear...

In solitude for hours

with friends at bay,

forever will i dwell...

Over the hills and far away.

WASTED SUNSETS

No tear was shed

No heart was broken

we parted ways

we did.......so often

What was loved

and what was lost

I know not now

for it was the afterthought

What could have been

and what never was

we would never know

coz its all lost

No words spoken..

no egos wounded

a silent affair

reflections unhooded

The confines were in abandunce

Leading us astray,

The space increased with every falling raindrop

What with friends and strangers at bay.

Wasted sunsets

Never to return

Everlasting memories,

Linger to reform.

Alas! I bid farewell....

to the love that never was

and the love that could be....

but could never get across!

SEASONAL FRIENDS

They call them selves friends

And make you believe so!

But when you look into their hearts

you see a black hole!

Which kills all compassion

And swallows all the love....

What you see in the eyes

Is never on the tongue!

The facade well kempt

A heart so cold
What was the purpose
Of this tale untold



Sweet on the lips
Bitter in the eyes
What am I to see?
The love or the lies...
Such fond memories...
Such fun times
Why such petty behaviour
For no fault of mine..

Dreamed together
Of success unkown
Gazed into the sky
In search of the moon
When I turned around...
Why was I alone?

A tear was shed
Tried to move on...
But they keep coming back
And I hang on....

Momentary lapse of reason
The flame rekindled
Only to fall again
Into the pit so gelid

It could have been heaven...
But it turned into hell!
When envy crept in
How could i fortell!

BLISS ?

A little distance

So much depth

What was the reason

What road ahead...

Every road denied

Not a purpose served

A dreaded end

Of love unheard

A day of bliss

An year of sorrow

A moment of truth

A path so narrow

Few drops of rain

A lonely path

Fierce winds

n a face apart

A bond so unique

Love so pure

Heart of passion

Will it cure?

MELANCHOLY

Lonely n sullen

Far far away

In a distant land

With strangers at bay

What sin hath I committed?

What harm had I done?

Why do I get the hatred

Of the loved ones?

When will happiness be restored...

when will I get what i deserve!

When will i move away

From the wrath of this world.

Why can't I touch my dreams

How long will I wait

This seems like forever

How much can i take!

Why am I the victim

Of his wrath?

Why does this happen

Why aren't there any answers

Where lies my guardian spirit!

Why do I suffer

When everybody dreams...

Why do I cry

When everybody sleeps!

They very well said that

Ignorance is bliss

But this is no ignorance

and this is no bliss

This is the fucking reality

Which i can't seem to miss!

Am i a walking omen

Am I the devils child

Why can't I bring happiness

To the world inside....

How long will they suffer?

How long will i oblige

I am destroying the world

And the happiness inside!

What happened to the luck?

Why wont Clotho bless

Is she also unhappy

With all of my mess!

Why is the world unhappy?

Why do they rejoice..

.Why don't I see any reason?

Why isn't there ever a choice....

ITS BEEN A WHILE!

since i last saw a ray of hope

for every thing is dark n grey...

its been a while...

since i last spoke to happiness...

for everything is dull n sober

its been a while....

since i last spoke to u

for d nights are lonely n blue

its been a while..

since i last met u...

for d memories are fading away!...

touch my life once again....

d way u did last time!

for....

its been a while...

LEMON N SALT!

Some clear spirit,
Lemon n Salt,
I never thought I'd break the halt!
A little lemon n so much pain ,
It can't be dissolved...
Every step in vain!



What a state of mind ,
Dizzy feeling,
Wishful thinking ,
N numb insides,
Lost in thought,
Lost in life!
Where will i go...
the future decides!



Tangy brightness ,
A sigh of hope,
Countless emotions!
Unheard......
Untold......

Blissfully in Love,
Peaceful in solitude,
Intense situation ,
Laid back attitude!



Find solace in love,
Cant wait to hear....
The words from above.



Too much distance ,
Too much pain,
Too hard to get together ...
Too hard to live in pain!



Some more spirit,
N comfortably numb,
Complexities arise,
n to sorrow we succumb!



Wish you were here ,
to give me a hug ,
The warmth much needed !
But is this love?



Will take some time,
To figure it out...
Till then to keep me company ...
There's...
Some more clear spirit...
Lemon....
N salt.....

COMING BACK TO LIFE

Well its 1:30 am....its a gelid Monday morning....n I'm still not sleepy...Listening to You're Beautiful by James Blunt n thinking of my past relationships.....the ones which were never there....the ones which were as good as not being there...and the ones which could have been there;) But...well lets just say you cant get everything u want....hell!...u gotta take it! I never did that though...i just let it go...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
could have gone the other way......
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
but my ego wouldn't allow me to do so....(N if Ur wondering why I'm using the lyrics of these songs....then that's because i love these songs and for no other reason but the lyrics....i dunno why but i have this fixation for the lyrics...i wont like the song for anything else.....just the lyrics....and usually and unfortunately for me it so happens that i always relate to the lyrics....so you ll get a lot of these).....i moved on thinking its for the best but it was tough...really......we never got together as such...were always good friends....and i wouldn't have it any other way....until i left that place...i missed us more than ever....but my memories were enough...enough to get me through the long time after which we met again..but
Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river
Forever and ever
...well its a very small world! yeah it sure is.....but a cruel one!....
We met....but it wasn't the same.....it never was...i was so lost....and so was he......but i guess we were just never meant to be!
My life is brilliant..
My love is pure...
You're beautiful....
you're beautiful...Its True...
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But Its time to face the truth...
i will never be with you!
yeah...that's the way it is........and life goes on......well...we don't really talk now....and I'm happy with the way things are.....it would be too complicated otherwise anyways!.....No I'm not being an escapist...i know him really well...and well i know myself even better......It would be dooms day when we fought and Valentines day wen we dint:P....OK really really bad one!...my apologies.......but..well that is precisely how
things would've been....now you'll say whats wrong with that!...hmm...i dunno...things are not the same anymore.....and there i go again!...
'Cause nothin'
lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin
' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin
'In the cold November rain

yeah...now we both are walking in cold November rain.......but somehow....I'm happy...i don't have any regrets whatsoever..because
being together is not everything....nothing is forever
anyways....but i am happy because i have those beautiful memories
...our childhood days...the best days of my life...and ill cherish
them for ever......
'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around
we don't know why
Why-why-why-why-i-i
How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy

Where were you
when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you
when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say And the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself
On someone Else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life
And the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous
But irresistible pastime took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight...into the shining sun
Yes...i have come back to life!

FAR AWAY

This is one of my all time favorite songs....by Nickleback infact i think it's their best ever......its very close to my heart....The video that i have put up is not the original since i don't think the original is passionate enough...keeping the lyrics in mind...This video has scenes from F.R.I.E.N.D.S. (another fav)..Its got Ross and Rachael in it...and the video is amazing...you can actually feel and relate to the song.....
Neways here are the lyrics :)

FAR AWAY
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chanceJust one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees,
I'll askLast chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go



yeah i know too much smooching here....but hell its friends...wat else can you expect!;)

UNSPOKEN LOVE

Like a rose waiting to be plucked,

Gently she glowed,

Sweet from a reverie,

Eternal bliss,

Overlooking reality they fall in love.

Her lips like that of an angel,chaste and pure

Spoke to him all night long.

Her melifluent voice,

Entranced his world.

Separated by great distance,

They long to see each other,

Allured by the presence

Of the missing one.

She dreams sweet dreams,

Of them being together,

How she wished she could be in love forever!

Lost in thought,

Lost in love.

Two people so distinct,

Two souls akin,

They live their lives with a heart within.

The world seems lovely,

The wind feels pure,

Every song is beautiful,

Every pain endured,

The vigilant orb observes from above,

A mysterious tale of two strangers in love.

Alas! Its time for them to meet,

After ages apart will they to each other greet.

Beside the still waters do they stand,

He looks into her eyes and holds her hand.

His piercing gaze touched her soul,

Beneath those intense eyes was love so pure.

DELUDED

Betrayed by the trusted one,
I roam alone, in search of the soul,
Who could stand with me against the sun,
And then i realised i need no one,
What a fool I've been that i couldn't see
The ugly spirit of envy,
How i chose to be blind for friendship's sake,
But Alas! It wasn't worth my faith,
How i thought it was a heart of gold!
For it was all a big facade.
Feigning to be a face apart....
This is how the truth unfolds!
This tale is better untold.....