THE SPIRIT OF BLISS

It moves slowly inside you

Like the omnious clouds of monsoon

And fills you with a distant happiness

From the dreams that never came true

It elevates you for a moment

And then you drift on your own

In this new psychedelic and unreal world of bliss

You grab my hand to pull me back

But i want to stay awake...

I want to see the hateful reality

Of the cruel life i see.

But i cling to you for love

The love that I never recieved

The love that i always dreamed of

The love that could never be percieved.

I want to get dissolved in the spirit

I want you to take charge

I want to lie on the soft green grass

And forget my ugly unfateful past

I wish to forget the moments

That werent spent in your arms

I wish to see the clear blue sky

But the clouds don't let me pass

BLISS ?

A little distance

So much depth

What was the reason

What road ahead...

Every road denied

Not a purpose served

A dreaded end

Of love unheard

A day of bliss

An year of sorrow

A moment of truth

A path so narrow

Few drops of rain

A lonely path

Fierce winds

n a face apart

A bond so unique

Love so pure

Heart of passion

Will it cure?

MELANCHOLY

Lonely n sullen

Far far away

In a distant land

With strangers at bay

What sin hath I committed?

What harm had I done?

Why do I get the hatred

Of the loved ones?

When will happiness be restored...

when will I get what i deserve!

When will i move away

From the wrath of this world.

Why can't I touch my dreams

How long will I wait

This seems like forever

How much can i take!

Why am I the victim

Of his wrath?

Why does this happen

Why aren't there any answers

Where lies my guardian spirit!

Why do I suffer

When everybody dreams...

Why do I cry

When everybody sleeps!

They very well said that

Ignorance is bliss

But this is no ignorance

and this is no bliss

This is the fucking reality

Which i can't seem to miss!

Am i a walking omen

Am I the devils child

Why can't I bring happiness

To the world inside....

How long will they suffer?

How long will i oblige

I am destroying the world

And the happiness inside!

What happened to the luck?

Why wont Clotho bless

Is she also unhappy

With all of my mess!

Why is the world unhappy?

Why do they rejoice..

.Why don't I see any reason?

Why isn't there ever a choice....

ITS BEEN A WHILE!

since i last saw a ray of hope

for every thing is dark n grey...

its been a while...

since i last spoke to happiness...

for everything is dull n sober

its been a while....

since i last spoke to u

for d nights are lonely n blue

its been a while..

since i last met u...

for d memories are fading away!...

touch my life once again....

d way u did last time!

for....

its been a while...

DELUDED

Betrayed by the trusted one,
I roam alone, in search of the soul,
Who could stand with me against the sun,
And then i realised i need no one,
What a fool I've been that i couldn't see
The ugly spirit of envy,
How i chose to be blind for friendship's sake,
But Alas! It wasn't worth my faith,
How i thought it was a heart of gold!
For it was all a big facade.
Feigning to be a face apart....
This is how the truth unfolds!
This tale is better untold.....