Lonely n sullen
Far far away
In a distant land
With strangers at bay
What sin hath I committed?
What harm had I done?
Why do I get the hatred
Of the loved ones?
When will happiness be restored...
when will I get what i deserve!
When will i move away
From the wrath of this world.
Why can't I touch my dreams
How long will I wait
This seems like forever
How much can i take!
Why am I the victim
Of his wrath?
Why does this happen
Why aren't there any answers
Where lies my guardian spirit!
Why do I suffer
When everybody dreams...
Why do I cry
When everybody sleeps!
They very well said that
Ignorance is bliss
But this is no ignorance
and this is no bliss
This is the fucking reality
Which i can't seem to miss!
Am i a walking omen
Am I the devils child
Why can't I bring happiness
To the world inside....
How long will they suffer?
How long will i oblige
I am destroying the world
And the happiness inside!
What happened to the luck?
Why wont Clotho bless
Is she also unhappy
With all of my mess!
Why is the world unhappy?
Why do they rejoice..
.Why don't I see any reason?
Why isn't there ever a choice....