COMING BACK TO LIFE

Well its 1:30 am....its a gelid Monday morning....n I'm still not sleepy...Listening to You're Beautiful by James Blunt n thinking of my past relationships.....the ones which were never there....the ones which were as good as not being there...and the ones which could have been there;) But...well lets just say you cant get everything u want....hell!...u gotta take it! I never did that though...i just let it go...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
could have gone the other way......
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
but my ego wouldn't allow me to do so....(N if Ur wondering why I'm using the lyrics of these songs....then that's because i love these songs and for no other reason but the lyrics....i dunno why but i have this fixation for the lyrics...i wont like the song for anything else.....just the lyrics....and usually and unfortunately for me it so happens that i always relate to the lyrics....so you ll get a lot of these).....i moved on thinking its for the best but it was tough...really......we never got together as such...were always good friends....and i wouldn't have it any other way....until i left that place...i missed us more than ever....but my memories were enough...enough to get me through the long time after which we met again..but
Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times
The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river
Forever and ever
...well its a very small world! yeah it sure is.....but a cruel one!....
We met....but it wasn't the same.....it never was...i was so lost....and so was he......but i guess we were just never meant to be!
My life is brilliant..
My love is pure...
You're beautiful....
you're beautiful...Its True...
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But Its time to face the truth...
i will never be with you!
yeah...that's the way it is........and life goes on......well...we don't really talk now....and I'm happy with the way things are.....it would be too complicated otherwise anyways!.....No I'm not being an escapist...i know him really well...and well i know myself even better......It would be dooms day when we fought and Valentines day wen we dint:P....OK really really bad one!...my apologies.......but..well that is precisely how
things would've been....now you'll say whats wrong with that!...hmm...i dunno...things are not the same anymore.....and there i go again!...
'Cause nothin'
lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin
' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin
'In the cold November rain

yeah...now we both are walking in cold November rain.......but somehow....I'm happy...i don't have any regrets whatsoever..because
being together is not everything....nothing is forever
anyways....but i am happy because i have those beautiful memories
...our childhood days...the best days of my life...and ill cherish
them for ever......
'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around
we don't know why
Why-why-why-why-i-i
How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy

Where were you
when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you
when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say And the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself
On someone Else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life
And the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous
But irresistible pastime took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight...into the shining sun
Yes...i have come back to life!